Tenakua

Before the the sickness came, before she kept in a cage, she was normal. An unbroken doll, as perfect as porcelain,but strong like marble. Green thought back, to when she met her best friend, as she laid next to Inoli. Lady...her only friend as a child...was a gift from the Monster, a small, fat, creature, with four legs. Lady was broken already, she was scared, and cowered at the sight of the Giver and the Monster. Only the Princess and Green could walk to her. Lady, Green thought, knew that she would be broken just like her,for she attached herself quickly to Green. She followed her everywhere she went and waited for her at the gate when sh

You have become a false reality, a dream that slips between my fingers when the morning comes The Sickness has come and has ruin what was once love You are my nostrum, but not my recovery You are a temptation I cherish You are the way to becoming myself once more I crave an endearment; I hope I may find it in you Are you ready to awaken me? I need to feel, I need a muse You are a faint spark in this vast darkness I have come to know. If another time, another place, maybe we were meant to be. Never will you be within my reach, I’ll never touch, But I like this way, behind glass, where you are safe, from The Sickness, preserved, forev

I wish I could describe to you in words how much I love you ,but no words could ever be good enough. Because of you, I cannot sleep, for my reality is now better than my dreams.I cannot explain to you how much you have ruined me, for I could never see myself with anyone else but you.You have become the antidote for the Sickness others have left behind. There is no darkness when I am with you, For even my night is blessed with light.I cannot tell you in any language how much I regret every tear ever forced from you or every act that distorted your views of me; Even if you doubt...I promise my love will never fade away. Thank you for the real

The sickness came, and green tried to stop it. She thought if she fed it a little, it would stay away. She did things Inoli could never know about. The sickness just wanted more, so a little more Green fed it. Until, finally, there was nothing more to give. It consumed her, killing her more. She fought back, "I promised it would be different!", she screamed, but it didn't care. She fought for years with herself,trying to control the sickness. It would never be tamed. Until, finally, her knight found out about it. He found out what she did to feed the sickness. Over and over, she disappointed him, but he loved her enough to forgive her. Then i

Green was nervous, she saw him coming. She wanted to see him, but at the same time she wanted him to leave. He had come a long way just to see Green. She promised herself that this would be different;she promised not to taint him. Green allowed him come to her, and he drew close.Green felt like fainting, but instead just hugged him. It felt familiar, but at the same time it was strange. She invited him inside, where the Princess was amusing herself with a game, she didn't move. She wasn't interested in this new visitor, but she still made an effort to greet him. Green just watched him for a while, she sat on counter while he washed his hands.

She knew what she had done hurt him, for he could no longer talk to her. Instead, he found comfort in a friend. Even if she was so far away, Green was jealous. Even though the words she spoke to him were sweet, and about Green, she was angry. A year passed, Green longed to hear him confess his love to her again. It was a stupid dream, she knew after she what she did, creating this hell for him, those words would never be heard. He could tell her though,Green read the letters from her. All Green could think was that it was some lie, but she was still confused. She never felt as though she was good enough. She wanted that feeling to go away, bu